
her hair made her face
look like
it was always
behind bars
or trapped
in barbed wire
Nothing could get
through those
thin bars
but the mouth
of the bottle
as it joined hers
strands of
hair would get
inside her mouth
and between her lips
and into the bottle
and she
wouldn’t care one bit
“If I were a bird,” she
said. “I’d never
sing. I’d just
fly and fly
and fly around the world.
Around and
around until
I’d get hungry
and thirsty
and I wouldn’t eat
or drink. No,
I’d keep on
flying and flying until
I’d drop dead into
some ocean
somewhere. That would
be a life worth
living.
Ah, but I’m not a
bird.
The being that I am
can only imagine what
it’s like to be one
while drinking
herself into the
ultimate fantasy. Here
I go.”
The mouth of
the bottle
passed again
through the bars
to join hers
heaven is not reached
by steps
but by gulps
She was
closer now
-BOGDAN DRAGOS
Bogdan Dragos supervises casinos for a gambling company, working twelve-hour shifts locked in a dark office full of TV monitors. There he mostly daydreams and writes poems and stories. He also manages a poetry blog Daydreaming as a profession.

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Bogdan portrays the main character with simplicity and conviction. One physical description adds to the depth of the woman’s withdrawn nature and her addiction to alcohol. It seems only a bottle is allowed to get close to her, and through this state of perpetual intoxication, she hopes to find the ultimate state of relief. An escape that can never end well. Some wings can only transport one to death. Dark and troubling.
Congratulations Bogdan!
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Thank you!
“Some wings can only transport one to death” — Wow! You said it :))
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Kinda makes me wonder what would happen if I planted birdseed in the back garden. What kinds of birds would grow?
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(•ө•) Lovely ones, obviously :)))
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enjoyed this~ Kunjal
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ʕっ• ᴥ • ʔっ Thank you very much!
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I hope she is able to make the necessary gulps to reach the Pearly Gates……
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Something tells me she already did…
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It’s brilliant write!
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Oh, thank you so much! (´・ᴗ・`)
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The image of hair covering the face as being behind bars or barbed wires got me. Another tearing the core kind of write, Bogdan. Well done 💜
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(´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`) Thank you very, very much for checking it out!
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My pleasure 💜
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Boy there are a lot of very sad, depressed and other folks that just can’t see their way towards trying to get help. She is once scary looking woman. Drinking her way to death is one way she can do it. People do it every day. Nicely done my friend. I really liked the description of her hair and how you used it to make a good point. Blessings my friend, Joni
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(ゝ◡・)ノ Thank you very much, Joni!
Yeah, the world is unfortunately full of people who drink themselves into other worlds and rarely come back. I like to believe those are people with a story to tell (or many stories to tell). And often it takes just one ear willing to listen, and that’s enough to change their lives.
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I believe you are right they generally have tragic stories to tell. It would be wonderful if a sympathetic ear would be enough to stop addiction but it is a medical condition. You have a good heart and a hopeful soul. I like your thoughts better than mine. You must see a lot of addiction in your job. I have watched too many tv shows my friend. I have lots of interesting thoughts about the role you play behind that wall of glass. I should write a story about it. Haha big hugs, Joni
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